msdania @ MindSay

MindSay, I cannot begin to tell you how much lyrics from songs affect my life. I heard this song for the first time, when I was watching a commercial for "Grey's Anatomy". I instantly loved it. As the lyrics went on, I found myself transfixed on the words. I began to cry instantly. Instantly. I right after the song finished, I had to download this song. And that is just what I did. The song is in heavy play in my room, my speaker blares the music in my eyes. The emotions fill me. Thoughts caress my brain. Sadness parades all over my heart. For the past two years, lyrics have played a very important role in my life, due to a certain circumstance. I can't listen to music without really trying to understand lyrics. I guess that is why you have all seen so many posts with lyrics in them. It's not because they are filler in any way, but the fact that they are exactly how I am feeling, at exactly that moment in time. Music has been there for me. I lean on music, and yes, in particular John Mayer's, to give me hope, strenght and compassion. I have come to the conclusion that I need to believe, because if I don't believe that something postive will happen with my circumstance, I will fall apart. I won't be whole, and I won't be me. I have to believe. Music makes me believe. I thank music for this. I thank Mindsay with this, as well. You've all helped me. You may not of known it, and this entry may be a tad confusing for you, but I do want you to know, that you are all so important me to, and this is a place where I can be me, express myself, and talk. Just talk... because I need that. And so.. here's the song, and with it, I hope, a better understanding of what it all means.
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Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I l o s t a f r i e n d
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
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"How To Save A Life"-The Fray
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i have to believe, because if i don't, i'll fall apart
d o e s n ' t i t j u s t k i l l y o u
when the only person to put you back together
is the one who broke you in the first place?

i want to be whole
put me back together

9 Love's - Believe?

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